My Crappy Break Up Is 4½ Months Old

It has been 4½ months since my crappy text break up. It feels like just yesterday. It feels like an eternity. It was just the right amount of time for his new chick face to sell her stuff and move part way across the country to live with him.

I knew it was coming but that didn’t stop the post in my Facebook stream from feeling like a jolt. Just another reminder, an inconsiderate one, how quickly and completely one can be erased and replaced.

It is a weird feeling being sad about something you no longer want or maybe never actually wanted at all; it is an incomplete emotion but luckily fleeting. She has what I wanted to want but not what I want.

There are things I still miss about him but I don’t miss being lied to and all the nonsense. Change happens at different speeds for different people and I just move a bit slower I guess. I hope he finds the happiness he is looking for…mostly hope…like 95 – 97%.

Author: InteractThis

I am a woman of many moods and each one has her own soundtrack.

One thought on “My Crappy Break Up Is 4½ Months Old”

  1. Breakups are hard to deal with but just remember, you’d be hurting a lot more being in a toxic relationship then how you are now. New beginings! I’ve written a lot of posts on breakups and moving on if you’re interested in some inspiration.

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